My Future Lover |
Hey there,
I know you're away right now. And since I don't know your e-mail, or really even your name, it's not ly you'll see this. Still, it helps to write it out. Tonight I went to the fireworks, and I thought of you. I thought about how when I finally find you, I'll be able to watch the fireworks with you, and hold your hand when they get too loud for me to handle, or when one scares me to death. I think about how I'll hide my face in your shoulder, and you'll laugh at how chicken i'm being, and rub my shoulder, holding me to your chest. I'll feel safe and protected. At home, in your arms, and warm. Seeing Eclipse has brought on all these feelings again. I so want to be hugged and held so tenderly the stars in the movie do. Even just a hug has almost an urgency, and a longing feeling to be touching all the time. Mainly, I'm a weirdo, because I love res. I love separating myself from people for a little bit, so I can miss them. Sometimes people just need space. I love my own space and time to myself, but I love the moment when you see the one person you've been missing for whatever period of time. You look for them, and once your eyes find them, your feet take off running. In my point of view, when I leave you, and we are reunited, I will run as fast as I can into your open arms. I'll jump on you, in a super-flying-tackle hug! I'm affectionate :)
Speaking of, I especially missed you the other night. I feel a dork, because I pretend that you're there... even when it's just empty space. I'm guilty of being over loving, and clingy. I'm a cuddler, and I won't deny it. Hopefully, you wont mind once we meet. It'll be nice, I promise.
Love,
Rae.
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